Wednesday, 27 January 2010

First did this on the 7th of September last year. I was going to wait until February 7th, but I couldn't be bothered. Some stuff has changed, some of it hasn't. Have fun reading

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now.
10. It doesn't matter!
9. Shutupshutupshutup. There are other things to do.
8. Are you into me? Aren't you?
7. Stop it. No, that's a lie. Don't stop it.
6. Hope I get to know you a bit better, oui?
5. Tell someone. Even if it isn't me, tell someone
4. Sorry, but there's no way to tell you without looking like a bitch. So I'm not going to tell you.
3. Don't worry. It'll all be fine
2. Drinkies soon, oui?
1. You know what? I'm still better than you, grades really mean nothing

NINE things about yourself.
9. I don't get enough sleep
8. Peter Davison will always be my Doctor
7. I'm not very good at 'Subtle'
6. I dance around with my headphones on when there's no one home
5. I can reel off lists of stuff
4. I often find myself wanting to cartwheel
3. I don't work hard enough
2. I go through phases of not eating
1. I like to lie. Sometimes

EIGHT ways to win your heart.
8. Be Musical
7. Be Romantic
6. Be Dirty
5. Be Silly, sometimes
4. Be Funny
3. Be Up for watching random programmes with me
2. Be Outdoorsy
1. Be a rugby player ;)

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot.
7. Myself
6. Sentences
5. Thoughts for things that have already been and gone
4. How much I want to hit you sometimes
3. Lulz
2. Various Actors
1. Friends and Family

SIX things you do before you fall asleep?
6. Plan my outfit for the next day
5. Get in my pjs
4. Cover my radio with my hoodie
3. Say goodnight to all the guys
2. Turn down the tape player (in case of phones)
1. Toss and Turn

FIVE people who mean a lot to you at the moment.
5. Guy Number 1
4. Guy Number 2
3. Mon Fam
2. Mon Amigos
1. Genie

FOUR things you see right now.
4. Back to the Future Poster
3. Beatles Calendar
2. Books, lots of Books
1. Sick Bowl (bleh)

THREE songs that you listen to often.
3. Tell me in the Morning - Eskimo Sunday
2. The Power of Love - Huey Lewis and the News
1. She's always a Woman - John Barrowman

TWO things you want to do before you die.
1. Fall in love
2. Do what I want

ONE confession.
1. I have no idea what I'm doing. Ever.

I can

i'm ill
tried to sleep but my house is too noisey
not sure if I'll be in tomorrow, If I'm not, sorry drama people, at least I dragged myself in for today, eh?

Sunday, 24 January 2010

It's a pre-work blogpost!

Morning all
Friday was embarressing, but drinkies with Jane after made it all better
Last night was uberawesomes, but joe baker's rubbish timing meant that me saying hi to him, was me saying bye to him cos me n Katie had to go cos, unlike the others, we had to get up this morning. Something I am regretting. Unfortunately, cannot do a Charlotte n ring in sick cos of a hangover, as I do not have a hangover. I'm just really tired, and cold, and cbbaaaaa with work, as I'd hoped to be resigning today, but there has been no word from the library officially

I still haven't done that gothic essay for Miss Dean. Ah well, I'll just hope she doesn't mention it

Thursday, 21 January 2010

Parents Evening. Should it have an Apostrophe? O.

Well, I have returned from the night that I was DREADING.

Drama first. 10 minutes late because they kept talking to the person infront of me, but luckily I had allowed for that considering the same thing happened last year. They asked me how I was doing. I said alright. They asked how my group was doing. I said alright. They asked me how I was feeling about performing a week on wednesday. I made a strangled noise and tried to remember how to breath while Miss Horne explained the course to my parents. They asked me where SWED 3+4 were. I said I gave them in a day late, but I gave them in. They don't have them (Which means Rolo lost them). I must reprint. My Mum liked Miss Horne's Top. It was from TopShop, apparently.

English. Went well, actually. Miss Masters complimented my Biscuit skills, and Miss Dean said she wished she could try. I might make cookies for monday English next week. They both said I had a clear grasp of the Gothic, and of Nineteen-Eighty-Four. Miss Masters said I was ahead of the game because I'd read Handmaid's Tale. I said I wanted to do my coursework compairing the Language of 'A Clockwork Orange' to the language of 'Nineteen-Eighty-Four'. They thought it would be interesting to develop. I must stay on topic more in my essays. Miss Dean has drawn a veil over last year.

History. Miss Wensley told me Miss Esmizadeh's notes. She concerned that I don't have a complete grasp on the topic, and that I'm struggling. She also says I'm not doing enough extra work. I should focus more on History and less on Drama. This is true. But Drama is over in 2 weeks. It's not far being the only Drama student in my class. Miss Wensley was much more positive. She says I know what I'm talking about, whenever she comes to me I know the answer, and my grades in essays have improved from a D to a good/high C. She thinks, with work, I can get a B in the final paper.

In the past two days I have watched Ferris Bueller's Day off 5 times. Twice with Commentary.
Ok, so it's a day late. and probably not very long, but here is my post

Drama seems to be slightly more sorted, and now tuesday's stress is over we can concentrate more on the rest
I've taken on a bit of script writing so as to get more of it done, which is more editing now. I don't really mind, once I've got into the characters it's pretty easy to get down. I know what I'm doing for most of it too, so that's all good. Although tomorrow I have to perform an uncomfortable scene to Beth. and I know it's only Beth, but still, I've never had cause to do this in public before. :s
English going well, apart from the resit which was really a bit of a fail, but I think everyone found it harder than before. Stupid Crises in texts. I mean, wth!
History is dittoed to that. The resits were horrible, and seem to have been the same across the board, which I take as some sort of consolation. Bleh, Nullification.
I think, really, that's all I have to say about the past week or so.
Hm. Hope you weren't expecting something really awesome.
I'm glad this week is nearly over, it's been very stressful.

Tuesday, 19 January 2010

Big blog post heading your way tomorrow methinks
and if we're talking about my day in Horoscope fashion (which I am)

'A confrontation will lead to a possibly messy situation'

Well. Here goes nothing

Monday, 18 January 2010

I haven't been this down since that time in the summer

Oh, for the reason to be the same.

Saturday, 16 January 2010

Hey people
I'm at Jess' currently, watching 27 Dresses
Seems good so far
Jane's last night was great, had a wonderful time, hope you all did too
May have had a tad too much to drink
Ah well
Embaressed myself to Harry on msn afterwards - sorry again about that Hazzle :s
Danke all

Tuesday, 12 January 2010

Untitled from Laura Blake on Vimeo.

Here is a vlog.


Saturday, 9 January 2010

In the spirit of the new year, here are a few things that I'd love to say to some people, but am probably never going to
Unless they're going to Uni and I can never see them again :p

1. I like you again. and I think you like me. But I'm not going to say anything incase you don't like me, and it ruins the friendship we've rebuilt since this happened last time.
2. Fuck off. You're a nob, and I can't look at you because you make me feel sick. you're a pretensious bloody arsehole and god knows why I turned you on that much
3. I hope it's great for you because you damn well deserve it.
4. Why do I feel the need to do what you ask me? and Why do I know I shouldn't, but still do? and Why, Why Why do I enjoy it?
5. I forget to ring you because sometimes, I forget you. I only feel bad about it because you make such a fuss. It's NOT THAT BIG A DEAL
6. Maybe take a step back and look at yourself. You're not as good as you think you are at what you think you are. Savvy?
7. I do not understand what you feel for me. at all. or even if you like me. because we do this stuff and have this way and then BAM, you're a bastard

I don't think I have any more
feel free to steal this idea for your blogs if you want
and to guess who they are :p

Wednesday, 6 January 2010

Well, my snow day has been a good one so far
Didn't really do much till about 12, when I went out with the Zanster n met up with Jessie n a couple of her friends
Now, am finishing that History coursework I mentioned earlier
I've got 800 words left of my limit, but if I do a bit less than that, it's fine.
I'm doing it a paragraph at a time so I don't die, so it could take me all evening :p
Well, that'll be a snow day then
Yes, one and all, beaumont is closed!
Well, now that that's official, I'm going to have a snuggle down with the radio on until an hour that's actually a real time to get up, and plan when I'm going to force myself to do my History Coursework.
It'll have to get done today unfortunately. Why, oh Why, didn't I finish it on sunday when I started it?
And to all those who slaved over history coursework for today... bummer

Sunday, 3 January 2010

Hello again
Well, the Diary's been written in, and I'm getting tired, so soon shall be bed
But first off, I just wanted to say how great my Christmas Holidays were
I had a great start, with like, 4 parties and then my birthday, which were all fab, thank you to you lot who made it so
Christmas and boxing day were a blast, seriously, I forgot how much of a laugh my fam can be.
(skip the 27th, that was crap :p)
And up until the past few days when I was having lil mini ahhs about work, I've had a fab time
New year's was great
Drama's going well
I've managed to finish English

Happy end of the holidays

I think I need a week off to recover.

Saturday, 2 January 2010

Well, today I have learnt the wonder of shuffle
Media player shuffled me onto a track from an album that I'd not listened to in a long time.
Really, I'd forgotten how good a lot of the tracks are, and it's just such a chill album
Gets me off the amount of work I still haven't done

Friday, 1 January 2010

New Year, New Blog

It's very nearly the end of the first day of the year
And really, it's been a pretty decent year so far
Doctor Who AND Gavin and Stacey

Doctor Who was amazing, and I know that some people (people who I have removed from my facebook feed, and yes I am that petty) didn't like it. Personally, I think David Tennant could barely have wished for a better send off
I was crying for a lot of it, from when Wilf tried to give him the pistol, practically solidly until the end
I thought that the weird 'Let's visit everyone' ending was a little odd, and I'm sorry but where in the hell was Cap.Jack? The Flashback Bar? Nice one RTD
I thought the Timelords could have been done maybe a little better. I know they're meant to have gone uberbad since the Time War, but still, a little more Pomp and Circumstance, a little less crazy Professor Trawlany (sp?) going on please.
and David Tennant. So Beautifully played. That rivals Peter Davison's Exit, it really does. and I know he's 10, and a Doctor in his own right, but there were SO many little 5 moments in there.
Who was The Woman? Was she Donna? Was she The Doctor's Mum? Was she Romana? (Time lady, travelled with the 4th Doctor, short for 'Romanadvortrelunda'. Played by Mary Tamm and then Lalla Ward)
I'm sure it'll get explained, as she's becoming a Weeping Angel, and they're back next series.
'Geronimo!' I'm quite excited for Matt Smith. He seems like a good Doctor in the like, 30 seconds I've seen him do.
Also, are we getting a new Tardis Desktop Theme? I really really hope so, I'm fed up of Coral.

Real post to be done when I can breath and have stopped trembling

Oh, Matt Smith. I think I'm gonna like you

Happy 2010!

Happy New year to you all!

I've started 2010 with a headache, a strong cup of tea, an awesome sausage sandwich, (double sausages, and veggie of course), two cups of diet coke, a packet of quavers and part of a chocolate orange

I hope that doesn't predict my diet for the rest of the year :s

Party last night was better than I thought it might have been, mainly due to the appearance of more people that I knew. Great time, drank not a lot (in my head, anyway. Tbh I could have drunk more, so...). Got back about 1/1.30, n was like 'Hiii' to my brother and his friends before I realised that they weren't there - cue frantic phone calling and the response 'what? we've gone for a walk'
Made some new friends last night I reckon, tho I can't remember their surnames so I can't add them on facebook (fail, I know)
Everything's more fun if you're wearing a cape, that's what I've learnt

Well, (like you all care) here are my resolutions for this year. Ask me this time next year if I've kept them:

1. Actually try and do some work at school
2. Try n keep my room slightly tidy, most of the time
3. Eat healthier (not today, obviously)
4. Keep a diary

4 though, I have a conundrum to deal with. As you know, Katie gave me a gorgeous book to write about my gap year in. Do I start that NOW and keep a diary from the beginning of this year year, like, 2010, or do I start it in September when you lot all scuttle off to uni? Opinions?

And once again, Happy Hogmanay!

And for those geeky people like me - only 5 years until Marty Mcfly Jr narrowly avoids arrest.
Good times